Photos... for fun
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Musicians,
Joshua Tan (prai) – elec guitar
Joshua Tan (Penang) – bass guitar
Jonathan Ow – elec guitar
James Tan – drums
Gary Soon - acous guitar
Julian Loh - drums
Caleb Yeoh - percussion
Debbie Yu – piano
Anna & Eunice Ooi - for showing so much passion in worship, encouraging the team and helping us move forward
Finally…
Thank you God for everything you’ve done. Without you, there isn’t “March 11 2005” in our lives. The night was meant for you.
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March 21,22 & 23
Started pray and fast
- learn that the world never satisfies, 'cause we are not of this world
- the world leaves us more empty
I asked myself. Why do I not
seek God when I feel empty? Why do I search for 'satisfaction' through
other things of this world, even thing's like food and social
(activities), I've placed above God as priority to fill me. So, that's
why I started to pray and fast. To let God satisfy me and purify me
again.
Zech 3:2 - The Lord rebukes Satan's accusation, the Lord rebukes Satan.
The Lord who has chosen Jerusalem. This man is like a burning stick
(fireBRAND??) who has been snatched from the fire. (edited version)
Lessons learn during prayer and fast:
1. God is a jealous God - have no other God's before him
2. God wants your heart - NOT you work or sacrifice : To God,
relationship with him is more important than your serving in his
ministry, ; learn this at Cell too. My secretary, Sarah Khoo reminded
me... Luke 10:38-42... about Mary and Martha.
3. God's wants to bless us and us to have the BEST. If only we would listen to him. (Psalm 81)
What is JUSTICE? true justice is grace and compassion - what was given to us, would we withold it from others?
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I'm officially a non-P driver.. 'cause i haven't got my P yet... I should not have procrastinated last time.... Now, got to wait so long...haih... after my b'day was chinese new year... no time, then it was Mac 11, postpone lagi... then now baru take... My L starts on 21mac, so get P on 21 Apr.... so long!!!...
Choices...
"The choices you make today determine your future tommorow"... responsibility... am I man enough to face it?? haha... I've been put into positions to make very dificult choices... This last 2 weeks was full of them. Made many wrong too... need God so much..yet, do I ever rely on him???
Quake...!!
In my mind, I was thinking... alright , God you win!... I've been
strugling with God for a season... or actually, it's just myself..
having to learn to grow up - even though i wish i did not have to....
thing's like earthquakes remind you that life is so mortal. What is
life without God?
My cousin's husband in Indonesia.... his
relatives are all living on Nias Isalnd as I heard... where the
earthquake happen. I wonder to myself... why?? A pastor serving God,
giving all for God. How would he respond to some phenomenon like this.??
Psalm.... "whom have i in heaven but you, there is nothing on
earth i desire besides You"... hit me hard!!.. ya.. well.... live for
God... really.... wats the point of having a BMW (my dream
car..haha)... if it'll juz be smash in one quake...hhahaha....
I've so many questions to be answered.... though being a christian all my life... i ask, wats the meaning to life??? my purpose..?? looking forward to 40 days of purpose this year.... honestly.. i do know many theological answers to questions.. but i've nvr experience them... I do not want to belief in God.. i want to be CONVICTED.... live my life as if i could feel and touch, hear?? sense... listen?? to God.. so real.... so real....
It's so hard to care for ppl who are juz *********************** or watever u can call them... it's hard.... how to be exxelent in something u dislike doing.. or are not called to do??? how to do it for Jesus?? it;s so hard.... or i have no streght left....????
Being a refelctor isnt that easy... being mock as a christian isnt that hard.... but to live a life that is RESPECTED by the ppl around isnt that easy... esp. when you have conflicting views in work... and when you are challenge in you priorities....
Just some random thought flying through my mind.... i think too much....
I want to have JOY.. that's want i want now.. God has the real thing.. but many times.. i nvr ask him.... why??? why am I doing this??
Currently feeling: unsatisfied
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