Mac 11 2005 - Personal Aspect
Mac 11 2005 - Judson with a difference
That's my aim on the personal aspect! Yes, the main reason & purpose for the night is ministry toward others, challenging youth around the island to be God-seekers, but I have also put this date as a date I'm working out my life forward to, letting God deal with the many areas in my life, refocusing my sight onto him, revealing his heart to me and setting me FREE from all bondages in my life, giving eternal satisfaction.
Psalm 24 says whoever who has clean hands and a pure heart may ascend the hill of the Lord. Holiness is a very important aspect in entering the very deep/thick presence of God. Then again, I realise. My hands aer not clean and my heart has rotten sections. There's still this fleshly desire to fall into the temptation set before me by the world. I live for God alone. I need God to live for God. The amount/quantity of how much I need God cannot be measured. I realise that the very chance I have to live pure is the grace of God. The grace of God has been underestimated, put aside as something we just receive as a gift. But the grace of God, is POWER, power to live as a true son/daughter of God. For who can satisfy us other than the one who created us.
Delirious: History Maker - It's the heart that matters.
God wants our heart. Would we give it to him? No ordinary person would give his/her heart to another for no apparent reason unless, for love. God gave us his heart. There is no greater love than a man lay his life down for a FRIEND. Notice the friend word bring stressed. God did not die for a much of sinners. He died for his friend.
As I write this, I cry in my heart for something more, more than an encounter, more than great emotions, more than God's goodness, more than life.... I crave for relationship - an intimate one with God. So close that I have nothing to fear. So close that I feel secure, So close that I know I never have to be ashame or afraid to walk right into the chambers of the King of Kings... for I know, that a friend of mine got me the right/privedledge to do so. And to earn it for me, he proof love in a loveless world and took my punishment for me - death. Jesus did so. So, that's the reason I live? That's the reason I want to live for. Mac 11 2005 - dateline
Secretly I ask in my heart... is this possible? After this many years of struggle... Being really honest and transparent here... It is easier said than done. I will wait and see what happens. I will wait to see God proof himself true to me.
That's my aim on the personal aspect! Yes, the main reason & purpose for the night is ministry toward others, challenging youth around the island to be God-seekers, but I have also put this date as a date I'm working out my life forward to, letting God deal with the many areas in my life, refocusing my sight onto him, revealing his heart to me and setting me FREE from all bondages in my life, giving eternal satisfaction.
Psalm 24 says whoever who has clean hands and a pure heart may ascend the hill of the Lord. Holiness is a very important aspect in entering the very deep/thick presence of God. Then again, I realise. My hands aer not clean and my heart has rotten sections. There's still this fleshly desire to fall into the temptation set before me by the world. I live for God alone. I need God to live for God. The amount/quantity of how much I need God cannot be measured. I realise that the very chance I have to live pure is the grace of God. The grace of God has been underestimated, put aside as something we just receive as a gift. But the grace of God, is POWER, power to live as a true son/daughter of God. For who can satisfy us other than the one who created us.
Delirious: History Maker - It's the heart that matters.
God wants our heart. Would we give it to him? No ordinary person would give his/her heart to another for no apparent reason unless, for love. God gave us his heart. There is no greater love than a man lay his life down for a FRIEND. Notice the friend word bring stressed. God did not die for a much of sinners. He died for his friend.
As I write this, I cry in my heart for something more, more than an encounter, more than great emotions, more than God's goodness, more than life.... I crave for relationship - an intimate one with God. So close that I have nothing to fear. So close that I feel secure, So close that I know I never have to be ashame or afraid to walk right into the chambers of the King of Kings... for I know, that a friend of mine got me the right/privedledge to do so. And to earn it for me, he proof love in a loveless world and took my punishment for me - death. Jesus did so. So, that's the reason I live? That's the reason I want to live for. Mac 11 2005 - dateline
Secretly I ask in my heart... is this possible? After this many years of struggle... Being really honest and transparent here... It is easier said than done. I will wait and see what happens. I will wait to see God proof himself true to me.
Currently feeling: challenged
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